February 2012
1 post
prejudice.
look here. you don’t know me well. we haven’t even sit together for more than 5 minutes and chat together, no matter how many times we spend most of our time in the same place. and for your judgement that says I’m a fake, well, ever prove it with your own eyes, miss? get to know me first. I always see the best side of you, and you don’t even say any good things about me. I...
January 2012
2 posts
1 tag
kamu sudah memperhatikan saya, ingin tahu apa yang membuat saya lara. tapi saya malah mengecewakan kamu. saya bisa menangkap ekspresi itu; perasaan campur aduk, saat kepekaan kamu disentil. saya salah. bahkan, setelah semua dukungan moral yang telah kamu berikan, saya masih saja menjepit posisi kamu. saat kamu berusaha netral, saya selalu menekan kamu untuk memilih. saya berpikir, sampai berapa...
holy new year
happy new year! so it’s less than 11 months to face the judgement day, eh? I don’t mean to be such a scumbag and show off, really. but on the very first day of 2012, my dad gave me a very difficult choice.
I was about to pack my stuffs inside the car with my dad after we had a family gathering to celebrate new year’s day. I was walking upstairs with my dad when suddenly we...
December 2011
5 posts
2011: le pointless timeline.
January 3: first day of the second semester of the tenth grade. I was absent. 7: first tear dropped in the school. hormonal problems. 8: first apology. February 7: deadliest fight. 8: my very first confession. 14: gave my very first chocolate for Valentine’s day. March 5: Nadieda’s 16th birthday. stayed awake until 12:00 AM and gave the first birthday greetings. 14: a small mistake...
EPIC BLAST.
I had a big blast last night. my report card’s an epic.
I have no idea. I can’t post my report card here; some people would think I’m too big-headed snob because it’s not as special as my brother’s report card he always had back in his high school time, but yeah, it surprise me. A LOT. well, uh. so. the power of love truly raised me up. love to whom? to anyone who...
conclusion
remember I said some few rants about 2011? I should take my words back. 2011 isn’t that bad after all. it taught me so much things about growing up & letting go. 11 days left before this year to end, and I’ve concluded everything.
ever heard about my friendzone issue? yup, the person who turned my life upside down. he changed the entire aspects of mysef, but everything went so...
November 2011
10 posts
1 tag
October 2011
35 posts
day 325.
tonight, I just realized that you’re the best man I never had. I’m still glad I found you, though everything won’t remain the same afterwards. after all, you’re still my best-most-complicated-friend ever. for everything you said a quarter minutes ago: gazillions of thankyou. ({})
remembering 2010
I still remember clearly when I awakened at about 12:05 AM when I heard loud noises of fireworks. it was January 1, 2011. I left 2010 with regrets, realized that this year was packed with memories. from the very beginning of the year, I struggled, coped with the upcoming National Exam. I came from a named, good-graded junior high school located on the edge of the city. it doesn’t mean I have...
